the first shoulder

the first real chat between us was @ starbuck.
after the childern ministry appreciation lunch, me and wayne gor gor chatted @ starbuck.
i was so pissed after my halifax trip, in which i suffer from the consequence of my weakness.
i told him. coz the pain hurts me so much.
i cried... on his shoulder.
coz i know he's a true brother in christ whom i can lean on.
nothing else nothing else.

last night he told me that,
w: at that time, i thought: hmmm such a nice girl (haha.. i know i m! =P) should deserve someone better (i was told many times too...)
m: i know u'll "jiu (shine) chu ngor".
w: yes, at that time, i didn't dare to say "jiu goo", "jiu chu sin la..."

can't believe that God answer my prayer....
i asked God for a shoulder, which i can lean on when i m weak...
someone, that i can share my feelings with when i m happy or sad...
someone, who can share with me honestly...
someone, that i can "fat din" on and manage to survive
someone, who can communicate w/ me spiritually
someone, who can be a leader in a family that i "buy" what he thinks
someone, whom i can be a helper of... (remember the role of eve?)
someone, that we can support each other for the rest of our lives...

so far... i can c this from him.............. thank God...