si-weet si-weet tears

today is the second time i saw him cry.
the first time was the day he asked me to become his gf.
coz he disclosed his painful past to me... which... he knew that God wants him to face it and to be healed.
n probably bcoz i m still willing to walk him through it in the future n that's y he cried!?

tonight, he expressed his love, how he treasured the companions whom he served together throughout these years.
then, his tears dripped down his face.
all i could do was to hold him w/ my arms.
i just want him to know that, i m and i will stand by his side...

m: honey i love u
w: i know
m: i want u to feel it too (n i put my hand on his heart)
w: i do

i m so happy that he does. coz i know how wonderful it's like.
i've experienced the same thing last week...
felt the love of God.. experienced God's love...

can't believe that i'll say sth crazily serious to him tonight.

w: baby, thanks for standing by me
m: isn't that my job?
w: yeah.. but it's not going to be easy
m: throughout these past three years, i learnt to be honest, i learnt to be brave.
to be brave enough to voice out, to be brave enough to ask questions, to be brave enough to enforce what should be done and insist on doing so. i know all these are not come from our strength but from God. especially when we are at our weakest time.
w: it's going to be challenging
m: it's just like roller coaster, though it's challenging n scary, but there's always two seats side by side that we can sit together and face it together!

i know the blue sky is not guaranteed.
i m glad n thankful that God has given me a partner that we can lean on each other to walk God's path together.... for the rest of our lives....